My mother oops, sister, devil
My mother is a sick demented woman . I have never had a mother . I had an older sister when I was growing up , when she had e another child she was care free and he was mine . When I had my own kids she was thier dolores not grandma or nanny because she couldn't be a grandmother to my children . My father is an asshole and stood by and watched her this evil selfish fuck . Screw up all of her childrens lifes . I have 2 brothers who are fucked up and don't take care of thier kids . Oh yeah that was my job. The girl ( definition slave ass wipe to the family ) this woman has no friends , shre had family and drove them away I am the only asshole who sits witth her and my asshole father on holidays and every other function because every one hates my mother . Yet I feel this overwhelming guilt for cutting them off . They really suck though . My kids and several other people tell them she's mentally ill . I am starting to think I am crazy . I raised 1 of my brothers daughters he was in jail and his wife was a drug attic - so I can umderstand why that mom couldn't take care of her daughter . My mom just hates me . Why would a woman who hated me since I was born not have given me up . Maybe I could have had a mother who real;l;y loved me . How sad is that .
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1maybe you could have had an education so i could tell what the fuck you were talking about
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2I feel your pain. You are so right on. I've been in therapy over this very same topic. It's amazing the control they have over us. Everyone says we let them and that they can't help it, they're mentally ill. But it's not that. It's a sick connection that was installed in us too early in our childhood to get it out of our heads. We're so screwed. Although I keep trying to get her to release me. It doesn't work.
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3Give up, motherfucker.
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4I am so sorry, family is the BEST at inducing guilt! Just try to remember, guilt is an emotion, and in this case, your emotion and you get to decide if its going to be debilitating or exhilerating! Move far away, if you aren't there, they can't use you or make you feel horrible! Don't tell them you plan to leave, save up money, decide where you want to go, take your children and leave! Good luck!
Posted 2 months ago | Report