Ruiner of Innocence
Our beautiful daugther is 3 years old. We willingly started a family together, both conscious of what we were doing. And to think, everyone thought that I would be the one to disappoint.Granted, I had, in about every other facet of my life. But that little girl is my everything, the reason I drag my ass up off of my couch every morning and drone myself through hellish days. Everything I do is questioned before hand by one factor. "How would she see me for it?"
And you, of all people, her mother, the one person that could never be replaced in her eyes, back out on your fucking cherishable responsibilities, and abandon us, because, "you just can't handle being a mother right now." And you have the fucking nerve to tell me, "but I don't want you to hold it against me." Well wouldn't that be ever so fucking convenient for you.
I understand why you didn't want to be with me, I'm a disgruntled stubborn ass that doesn't like to discuss his feelings. Hell, at times I made it seem like I didn't have any. It was only because I knew yours were so fucking fragile, we didn't have a day without one of your fucking episodes. Get a fucking grip you're a mother... Fucking deal with it. She loves you and needs you and you just fucking stay blind, knowing the whole time that you are destroying a truly precious life. For that I will NEVER forgive you. And it's only a matter of time before she won't either. She asks me questions everyday, and it is so fucking hard for me to not be honest with her, but I will not be spiteful for what you did to me. He doesn't have anything to do with this.
I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR BEING SO SELF CENTERED.
I HATE YOU FOR THE FACT THAT YOU LACK THE ABILITY TO POSSESS YOUR OWN PERSONALITY, THAT YOU ARE TOO AFRAID TO FIND THE REAL YOU.
I HATE YOU FOR DESTROYING THE ONLY THING I HAD TO HOLD ON TO IN ORDER TO CHASE SOME FUCKING PIPE DREAM..
MOST OF ALL I HATE YOU FOR CALLING ME TWICE A WEEK TO BITCH AND CRY ABOUT HOW BADLY YOU FUCKED UP... YOU MADE YOUR BED, FUCKING LIE IN IT... Literally and figuratively, you self centered self absorbed fucking insignificant little girl...
I HATE YOU
Rating:5.00
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It always saddens me when I hear about someone who is so selfish that they'd abandon their children. I understand that she may have gotten to the point that she couldn't stand you anymore and that's why people get divorced, but there are ways to go about splitting up that don't involve completely abandoning your parental responsibilities. It sounds like at least your child does have a loving father which is better than lots of children that aren't wanted by either parent.
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Be careful though, your daughter is 3 and very impressionable. Do her a favor and don't raise her in an atmosphere of hatred. She could easily start to believe she is somehow at fault. Get some support if you can.
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I agree with above comments. I don't understand people who can leave their children. You sound like a good Dad, but you don't want your little girl to hear or feel such hatred, especially towards her Mother, regardless of the situation. Put your daughter and yourself first, don't waste your energy on loathing.
Good Luck.
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Thank you, and I would never expose my daughter to hatred, I grew up around it and I couldn't do that to her. That's why I was so happy to find this page!
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Fucking right dude. I only disagree with one thing: your anonymity. Tell her this shit straight to her face. If you already have, you are my hero.
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This is for the poster! You rock man! Kudos to you sticking in there and being the dad that little girl needs. I am in the same boat you are with my two girls and it's the hardest fucking thing in the world when they ask me where "mommy is?". I still have a hard time telling them what's going on! Keep up the KICK ASS JOB of this little girls daddy, father and friend and beleive me, it's going to pay off in the end that's for damn sure! God Bless you and your daughter man!!!!
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You are awesome! I'm proud of you!
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You already are my hero and that little girl is lucky to have you as her father.
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Damn right she is!
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perhaps you should consider putting together an "accident" in which she is crushed by a gas truck.
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I fucking hate her too. It just so happens that irresponsible people who bring children (who have no say in it!) into the world are one of my..."pet peeves".
I'm generally an extremely tolerant, understanding person, and I understand that people with kids need to be defined by things other than being a parent. But when you have a child aaaaaall that stuff should take a back seat to the huge responsibility of not fucking up their life. I have no compassion for mothers or fathers who abandon their responsilibity to their child. The sum of their guilt cannot even compare to how they make their child feel.
I hope the bitch is miserable every day for the rest of a very long life.
Good on you for making your daughter feel loved and safe. Make sure she knows other people love her too besides you (grandparents? extended family?). It can only go up from here.
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Hoping all is well with OP.
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keep it up, dude. i wish my dad could've stuck in there like you did when shit got rough with my mom- i ahve a feeling we'd be really close if he had. Don't worry- the mom will realize the weight of her fuck-up when your little girl is 17, beautiful, with a bright future ahead of her- one that she probably won't want to share with her mother.
good on you. you're a strong guy- the rewards wil definitely outwiegh the fact that your current situation sucks. god bless.
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Stay strong and keep your head up. You sound like a good daddy! :)
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It always saddens me when I hear about someone who is so selfish that they'd abandon their children. I understand that she may have gotten to the point that she couldn't stand you anymore and that's why people get divorced, but there are ways to go about splitting up that don't involve completely abandoning your parental responsibilities. It sounds like at least your child does have a loving father which is better than lots of children that aren't wanted by either parent.Posted 6 months ago | Report
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Be careful though, your daughter is 3 and very impressionable. Do her a favor and don't raise her in an atmosphere of hatred. She could easily start to believe she is somehow at fault. Get some support if you can.Posted 6 months ago | Report
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I agree with above comments. I don't understand people who can leave their children. You sound like a good Dad, but you don't want your little girl to hear or feel such hatred, especially towards her Mother, regardless of the situation. Put your daughter and yourself first, don't waste your energy on loathing. Good Luck.
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Thank you, and I would never expose my daughter to hatred, I grew up around it and I couldn't do that to her. That's why I was so happy to find this page!Posted 6 months ago | Report
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Fucking right dude. I only disagree with one thing: your anonymity. Tell her this shit straight to her face. If you already have, you are my hero.Posted 6 months ago | Report
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This is for the poster! You rock man! Kudos to you sticking in there and being the dad that little girl needs. I am in the same boat you are with my two girls and it's the hardest fucking thing in the world when they ask me where "mommy is?". I still have a hard time telling them what's going on! Keep up the KICK ASS JOB of this little girls daddy, father and friend and beleive me, it's going to pay off in the end that's for damn sure! God Bless you and your daughter man!!!!Posted 6 months ago | Report
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You are awesome! I'm proud of you!Posted 6 months ago | Report
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You already are my hero and that little girl is lucky to have you as her father.Posted 5 months ago | Report
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Damn right she is!Posted 5 months ago | Report
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perhaps you should consider putting together an "accident" in which she is crushed by a gas truck.Posted 5 months ago | Report
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I fucking hate her too. It just so happens that irresponsible people who bring children (who have no say in it!) into the world are one of my..."pet peeves". I'm generally an extremely tolerant, understanding person, and I understand that people with kids need to be defined by things other than being a parent. But when you have a child aaaaaall that stuff should take a back seat to the huge responsibility of not fucking up their life. I have no compassion for mothers or fathers who abandon their responsilibity to their child. The sum of their guilt cannot even compare to how they make their child feel.
I hope the bitch is miserable every day for the rest of a very long life.
Good on you for making your daughter feel loved and safe. Make sure she knows other people love her too besides you (grandparents? extended family?). It can only go up from here.
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Hoping all is well with OP.Posted 5 months ago | Report
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keep it up, dude. i wish my dad could've stuck in there like you did when shit got rough with my mom- i ahve a feeling we'd be really close if he had. Don't worry- the mom will realize the weight of her fuck-up when your little girl is 17, beautiful, with a bright future ahead of her- one that she probably won't want to share with her mother.good on you. you're a strong guy- the rewards wil definitely outwiegh the fact that your current situation sucks. god bless.
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Stay strong and keep your head up. You sound like a good daddy! :)Posted 4 months ago | Report
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