Bitch, Please
Seriously, and I know it's a fucked up thing to say to someone, but sometimes I wish you would just shut up and make good on all of your threats to kill yourself. Good riddance. You fucking pulled the rug out from under me after I moved 300 miles away from everything famliar to me, and we started a family. Now I'm stuck here wishing I had someone to reach out to, but there is no one there. I have our daughter, yes, but she's 3 and she doesn't exactly make for the best venting companion, ya know?I would never EVER put my hatred for you into her, she could never do anything to deserve that. But dammit, what do you want from me? You fucking left me, remember? Now I've found someone, and I love her, and I have moved on from what you've done despite the fact that I get a weekly phone call from you bawling because after 9 months of me going through hell being a single father you decide you're not sure that what you did was the right thing to do. Well FUCK YOU.
Like I said in "Ruiner of Innocence", I hate you for destroying the only thing I had to hold on to. And now you realize that I am holding on for dear life to what I have found with someone else, and you have the fucking nerve to get upset about it and decide you wish we were a family again? Lick me where I shit you fucking child, I will never look at you the same. My whole entire world revolved around you and our daughter, and suddenly this guy in a bar came up and you dropped me like a bad habit because you thought he could give you more? Where the fuck is he when you feel like downing a bottle of xanax? Where the fuck is he when you call me telling me you have NO ONE? WHERE THE FUCK IS HE? Fuck you and all of your head trips, they are yours and yours alone now. I got off of that rollercaoster, and to be truthful with you it wasn't that fun a ride to begin with. Too many "loop de loops". Loopy ass.
To anyone that knows what I'm going through, kudos. Seriously, and I don't ever beat my chest and claim to be proud of myself, the way I see it I just do what I have to in order for my daughter to be happy. But this shit is HARD. I know there are a lot more single moms out there doing their best to maintain, and by all means my heart goes out to you. But for a single dad trying to raise a daughter, when you have a hard enough time just putting a fucking ponytail in her hair, to get up every day and do this shit really makes me appreciate women as a whole because not many know what you go through. I have to ask perfect strangers in Wal-Mart wether or not the outfit I'm picking out goes together or not. Not really my biggest worry, but man has it gotten me some looks.
And I'm tired of people assuming when they see me shopping with my daughter that I just have her for the weekend. No, assclown, that's my daughter and I have her full time by myself. The only time I have any help is when her grandmother takes her or my better half drives 300 miles to see me. I appreciate her so much, she helps me through the toughest of times. My kid loves her too, so that makes things easier too but for the most part it's my daughter and I against the world. I can't expect her to take the place of my kid's mother, and she would never try to. THAT'S YOUR JOB YOU FUCKING INGRADE, WAKE UP!!! Do your fucking job and we're fine. I don't need to worry about you or your fuckass situation, you created that. Not my problem. What is my problem is my lack of answers for our child when she asks, "is mommy picking me up from school? Why not?" Open your fucking eyes.
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1What you are doing for your daughter is AMAZING. I admire you and respect you SO MUCH. You're absolutely right not to accept her back. Keep on being strong.
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2Man, why do people act like it's this special thing for a dad to care for their kids? It's your RESPONSIBILITY! Many women do this every single day, without the child's father, and no one applauds them or tells them they are special for doing it. It's expected. But when it's a man? Oh wow! You are an amazing single father!
Quit whining. There are millions of women doing the same thing you do, without any recognition.
It's what you are supposed to do. Maybe you should have used protection.
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3Hey 2, I didn't say it wouldn't be special if he was a woman. and haven't you read the whole text?? He is talking about single mom too. dickhead.
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4lmao 2 is a fucking moron
try learning to read idiot
and to the poster, fuck the bitch
my friend was in the same situation and i fucking hated her
if i were you i would forward this to her...
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5keep doing a great Job..
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6i admire that you go out of your way to make sure your daughter's outfits look nice, even if it gets you funny looks.
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7#6: That part melted my heart a little.
Seriously, though, that's awesome that you are being strong for your daughter. At least she has one parent who is a strong and reliable presence in her life. Trust me, she'll thank you for it later.
As for your ex-(wife? gf?), well, she sucks. You really shouldn't let her be a part of your daughter's life if she's crazy and unpredictable. I know that sounds harsh, but it could do way more damage to let her in, and potentially hurt someone so innocent and trusting. I've seen it happen many times, and it hurts the kids really bad and can do long-lasting damage.
Anyway, keep being a good dad. That's all that really matters for her. :)
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8I don't know you but I have to say that I'm proud of you. My mom was a single parent and did a great job. I look back and think how hard it must have been for her, but I didn't know it at the time. I now know how strong she had to be for the both of us. You sound like a good daddy who is strong as well. So, yeah, I'm proud of you. Good luck with everything. You are doing great.
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