Fuck it all

I have been so fucking angry lately. I feel like i have been in college for 3 years, have worked my ass off, and haven't retained a fucking thing. my grad school is fucked. i am abroad and have a fucking professor that just fucked my essay. fuck england. fuck.
i used to be really smart. it seems like i don't 'get' things anymore. i can't do deep analysis. maybe i'm just in a challenging environment. fuck.
i'm single. i never was around the opposite sex for a long time, then went wild at college, and now lost some of my great friends and know everyone on campus... Mostly because we've kissed in a dark stairwell. hey, i thought i was interested. i wasn't using you. i just wanted to see if we had chemistry.
so fuck it all. i can't work, i can't play, and i hurt myself so i can't do the sport i was recriuted for. so fuck fuck fuck fuckity.
and i keep getting angry thinking about all the times i've been rejected, and all the things i've failed. i know i gotta look past it.

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    well fuckin fuck that fuckin shit fuckin drop the fuckin fuck out and go the fuck home and fuck a bunch of fuckin fucks... Fuck.

    Posted 3 months ago | Report

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