My general crap
now i've been on this website a while now and my crap i know doesn't compare to the arse sniffin gut ect but seriously im starting to have enough of this crap people call life. parents spend 5 years raising you and 20 years demeaning you. soon as your old enough to walk they have you goin down the shops for them i mean come on to fat to do yourself much! then you got those backstabbing bastards you would normally call friends. ha what a joke you might say you wouldn't topuch them with a 10ft barge poll but give me one and i'll name a few people you wont recognise after 5 mins. although that doesn't mean i'd stop after 5 hours. a couple of my last ex's torn my heart apart but im to much of a nice guy to do anythin about it or even to speak to them. now i think im screwed up some where upstairs in my head cause my latest ex with whom i even went as far as to get engaged with finally opened up and addited to cheatin on me. now i know i should hate her despise her and the guy she did it with but no matter who much i try to look in side myself i cant find no trace of hate for her. now him i could happily tear apart lmb from limb with a smile the whole time but her... not a thing not an ounce of hate or despising feelings. all i want to do is spend a week or two layin down somewhere with her in my arms. i know its wrong im not that screwed up but its all i want. she's all i want and its not fair........ life sucks. i've been border line suicidal once befor and eventually got over that but man do i want to square a punch on that gits jaw (by git i mean god) where does he get off screwin me around like this, if he was all high an mighty and all that crap i'd love to stick one in his back and if he stricks me down for sayin so well it saves me the trouble of findin a bus when i have the nuts to throw myself under it!
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1I love you
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2don't do it although i might be one of the friends ur talkin about in my own way even though u do piss me off and do upset me and annoy me most of the time i'll always be here for u like u were when i needed a friend. please don't do anythin stupid. i love u in a weird friendship way
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3There is no God, Make your own destiny!
Good Luck.
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