Whats the point

Well where to start heh... I've been obsessing over this guy for nearly three yrs now (i kno thats nothing compared to other stuff) but some times i don't know why i bother at all. He's barely noticed as far as i know, treats me like a common toy at most times. i just let him use me like a spare wheel when he's bored but i can't help it i love him so much it ache's in places i never knew i existed.

i keep thinking that one day my tears will dry up but i keep crying for hours going over the things in my head that i could of done to make it right. my friends have had countless talks with me over this, one sayin move on and the other sayin don't give up hope, and i just don't know what to do??? its killing my heart a bit everyday knowing i'll never be close to him.

he's the only reason i live on this planet. nothing else makes me want to start the day but him. if i didn't meet him three yrs ago i wouldn't be here typing right now.

I just think whats the point?? :(

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Comments

  • 1
    hes not interested, sorry, but its time to let him go

    Posted 1 week ago | Report
  • 2
    If he's the only reason u live on this planet and he barely pays attention to you then maybe u need to find a new guy.

    Posted 1 week ago | Report
  • 3
    You don't love yourself enough. That's the only reason why you could be so in love and devoted to someone who treats you so horribly. Look within.

    Posted 6 days ago | Report
  • 4
    Wrong website, sweety.

    Posted 6 days ago | Report
  • 5
    A lot of guys are like that. They'll never make the first move, and would rather drink beer and play video games with their boys all the time. Me included. If you've never told him about your feelings all this time, then it's your own damn fault.

    Unless he has a girlfriend, in which case your situation is hopeless. Move on, and stop being such a damn stalker.

    Posted 6 days ago | Report

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