My best friend in the world

im not the most gorgeous person around.

im not very nice

but i have a best friend. shes cool. shes pretty. were pretty much soul mates.

but i feel so guilty about having to admit that she is, well, fat.

i cant stand how i have to hold back from saying some things. or doing somethings. not because i cant say then or i think twice about doing them, but because i feel guilty that shes bigger than me.

isnt that rude? i feel ashamed for her.

thats horrible.

i pretend i dont notice, that i dont mention it just cause it doesnt come to mind. and it really doesnt matter to me and it doesnt bother me in any way.

but it does bother me what other people might or will or do think.

that i care what other people think makes me sick.

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  • 1
    I feel ya. My mother and my aunt are both quite a bit over weight and I never even really notice and yet I find myself being judgmental when I see fat people. It's a shame I can't just see people as people.

    Posted 4 days ago | Report
  • 2
    Well it depends..

    How fat??

    Posted 4 days ago | Report
  • 3
    maybe your problem with thinking other people will think bad things is because you subconsciously think them. if you actually cared, you would bring it up to her. not in a mean way... But there are many health problems that can kill you from being overweight. i mean, if it is serious you should talk to her.

    Posted 4 days ago | Report
  • 4
    it sounds to me like you are embarassed to be around her. If it TRULY didn't bother you this wouldn't be an issue. If you were a true friend you wouldn't care that she was fat and you would support her if anyone DID say anything.

    It sounds like you think HER image is ruining YOUR image. grow up.

    Posted 3 days ago | Report
  • 5
    fat people should all be dealt with, they re weakening society

    Posted 3 days ago | Report
  • 6
    give the dude a fucking break

    he is just saying what we all think every now and then

    Posted 2 days ago | Report

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