Absence makes the heart grow stronger

my 1st rant~ so i apologise now for its style etc... but i cannot turn to my friends with this topic~ they have heard it many a time before. i won't pull them thro it again.

i would gladly pay watever amount of money to the 1st person tht invents a heart~head interpreter.. coz i am so confused and angry at myself for letting my situation remain like this for soo long. i moved to uni~ my ex dumped me~ distance issues~ 6 months on, and i am liking this other guy, altho we aren't together yet.

however i remain in contact with my ex~ i am the sort of person who hates breaking ties, i feel guilty if i do. everytime i go hme~ i pay him a visit... and in which the regrets, i miss yous ; and the sex; come into play. but afterwards i feel so confused bout wat is happening.

my most recent visit has resulted nothing further with my crush... but another episode with my ex~ and him actually wanting to win me back~ AND I'M CONSIDERING THE "WAT IFS" IF HE DID!!! i am so confused and angry at myself- but everytime i am near my ex, i forget our past and hope..

i am at a loss and my own worst enemy when at home~ but when 170 away from it all... i can bitch, laugh be happy in the knowledge tht my emotional state is safe.

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  • 1
    Absence doesn't make the heart grow stronger, exercise does. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder but that's only something people say to people that have to be apart for a while to make them feel better. The truth is that too much absence leads to getting dumped.

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 2
    No, I think it's, "Abcess makes the fart go harder." At least that's what my proctologist says.

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 3
    First of all, #2... ew.

    #1, I agree with you. Long distance never works.

    And to the OP, life is a lot simpler if you wait to have sex. At least until you aren't hormonal anymore.

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 4
    It hurts a lot to break off ties. I had to sever my ties with my best friend when he got to hard into drugs and I could no longer be around him. It hurts me every time I go back to my home town, but it is a necessary pain to get on with your life. Good Luck to you.

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 5
    many thanx to your replies. i will seriously take note and think on things before heading home.

    i have found out however tht this guy i like and i will not work out. i am fine in respect to tht. ty again

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 6
    stop having sex with him ... that will clear up some confusion. seriously. consider it.

    Posted 2 months ago | Report
  • 7
    www.pussy-mature.auzolanean.org

    Posted 1 week ago | Report

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