Feel like I can never do anything right

I'm socially inept, gaining weight, and keep annoying my boyfriend because of my social ineptness. I lost two friends I really liked out of stupidity and can't bring myself to really want to have any friends but.... you can't live in this world alone and be truely happy. Especially not when you have to make money and pay off giant student loans. Plus feeling like I'll never be able to apply myself because when things are too hard I give up. I cry way too easily and I'm too old for that. I never say the right thing. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to get any older because I don't want to be faced even more with the harsh reality that I suck in this society and that I'm too overwhelmed with everything to try to change myself.


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  • 1
    If you allow yourself to to abuse yourself, everyone else will too. you have it within your control to make the changes you need to make in order to be happy, but you cannot make them all at once. take charge of one thing, and do your best at it. Want to lose weight? eat less and excersize more. you -can- do it. don't allow anyone, especially yourself, to convince you otherwise.

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 2
    Try this: Every time you go out among people and later think of all those things you should have said or done, write them all down. Keep reviewing your list, and eventually you'll have a head full of all the right moves. That might help.
    MHD

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 3
    I can completely relate to this. I don't have any answers, but know you're not alone on this.

    Posted 1 year ago | Report


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