I Hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you. I hate that I cant stop thinking about you. I hate that I broke up with you. I hate that you slept with three other girls while we were still in a relationship. I hate that that doesnt make me love you any less. I hate that you hit me when your mad. I hate that you drink. I hate that you hate my parents. I hate that my parents hate you. I hate that things didnt work. I hate that you have her name tatooed on your arm now. I hate that you treat her better than you ever treated me. I hate that I sitll see you around. I hate that you still call me every night. I hate that I sit by the phone waiting for your call. I hate it when you dont call. I hate that your still all I dream about. I hate that no one will ever seem as good as you to me I hate that I'm not perfect in your eyes. I hate that its been a year. I hate that im so pathetic. I hate that I cant get over you. I hate what happened that night. I hate that I cant ever forgive you. I hate the scar you left on my arm. I hate that I love the scar because it reminds me of you. I hate myself for loving you.Rating:5.00
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1Made me cry, girl. I can relate on some of those things. Just remember that no matter how dark the night, day-break will come soon.
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2Damn girl that was deep. Hope things go well for you
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3Good luck. that fucking sucks.
You make this guy proud tough...
"We Wear the Mask
by, Paul Laurence Dunbar
We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,-
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties.
Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs ?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay is vile
Beneath our feet, and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask!"
way to discard the mask and uncover the pain beneath. There are other people who care about you i'm sure... hold on...
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4Gutted.
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5You must hate yourself as well to put up with his shit.
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6every word for word in this vent is as if i wrote it. its scary, he did cheat on me he gave me scars.. Still i cant stop loving him and i hate myself for it
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7Um...***That's ain't Love***
That's CODEPENDANCY.
It has NOTHING to do with love.
It's dysfunctional.
It's unhealthy.
Also known as "Martyr Syndrome".
And you should find out more about it.
SERIOUSLY.
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8OMG I heard of girls like you and really I think your being really weak! You got to stop thinking about this person or else you will never get out of your dark hole. Get a life sweetheart and find some help, you need it! This is harsh but you need to push your self and its not going to be easy so find something to do to get your mind off him.
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9www.shnpoll.com
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