Oh no, I didn't
I left the one I loved for the one I like. What an idiodic thing to do! The one I like and I had pretty good sex, for like the first month we were together, this is two years later, now everything sucks elephant balls. The one I love has just started calling me again, I want him to touch me, kiss me, eat me, screw me. OOOO! I want him SO badly! The one I left him for and I can't even be in the same room anymore! He is the biggest mistake of my life! I swear I regret the day I met him, even though we were best friends for almost 8 years. I pray to God the one I love will marry me, pleasure me, shit, just rescue me from this piece of shit life I have created!Rating:0.00
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Ok.
If he's calling you, just get back with him.
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It can be tempting, but sometimes that grass doesn't turn out to be greener after all, once you've discovered how much fertilizer lies beneath it.
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You need to get out of the relationship with #2 and find some "me" time. That means no relationships for at least 3 months. You've got to have the freedom to get your head screwed on straight. If it's sex, well, get some lithium batteries for the orgasmatron. If it's love, #1 will respect you (if he really wants you) and give you your space, but you need that space to destress and analyze yourself. Good luck
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OP here, thanks to all for the advice! I desperately DO need "ME" time, I have never had that, and don't really know how to give it to myself. I know in my heart that #1 is my soulmate! My heart beats so fast when he calls I sometimes think I will just drop dead! It was always like that when we were together too! I was 22 when we first started dating, he is 9 years older than me. We were together, happily, for 5 years. I lost my mind when I thought I needed someone my age. I am 29 now, and am terrified that I won't get him back. I don't want to grow old alone. He lives 8+ hours away now. I pray everyday that he will marry me! I want his children, I want him beside me at night, I want him so badly! I have missed him since the day I left. Now, not only am I lonely without him, I don't have my best friend anymore. Stupid me!
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Same boat here, sister..... Same boat. only #1 isnt calling me. sucks balls, like you said.
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#5, it took over 2 years for #1 to call me, it will happen over time. In my situation, it could be a good thing, it could be a bad thing, I just don't know yet.
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www.shnpoll.com
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You pray to God that the one you love will shit? Is that before or after he pleasures you? Perhaps during? I hear a blumpkin coming on.
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www.xianbm.com
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Ok. If he's calling you, just get back with him.
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It can be tempting, but sometimes that grass doesn't turn out to be greener after all, once you've discovered how much fertilizer lies beneath it.Posted 4 months ago | Report
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You need to get out of the relationship with #2 and find some "me" time. That means no relationships for at least 3 months. You've got to have the freedom to get your head screwed on straight. If it's sex, well, get some lithium batteries for the orgasmatron. If it's love, #1 will respect you (if he really wants you) and give you your space, but you need that space to destress and analyze yourself. Good luckPosted 4 months ago | Report
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OP here, thanks to all for the advice! I desperately DO need "ME" time, I have never had that, and don't really know how to give it to myself. I know in my heart that #1 is my soulmate! My heart beats so fast when he calls I sometimes think I will just drop dead! It was always like that when we were together too! I was 22 when we first started dating, he is 9 years older than me. We were together, happily, for 5 years. I lost my mind when I thought I needed someone my age. I am 29 now, and am terrified that I won't get him back. I don't want to grow old alone. He lives 8+ hours away now. I pray everyday that he will marry me! I want his children, I want him beside me at night, I want him so badly! I have missed him since the day I left. Now, not only am I lonely without him, I don't have my best friend anymore. Stupid me!Posted 4 months ago | Report
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Same boat here, sister..... Same boat. only #1 isnt calling me. sucks balls, like you said.Posted 4 months ago | Report
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#5, it took over 2 years for #1 to call me, it will happen over time. In my situation, it could be a good thing, it could be a bad thing, I just don't know yet.Posted 4 months ago | Report
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www.shnpoll.comPosted 4 months ago | Report
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You pray to God that the one you love will shit? Is that before or after he pleasures you? Perhaps during? I hear a blumpkin coming on.Posted 4 months ago | Report
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www.xianbm.comPosted 3 months ago | Report
