I'm a lesbian, but ...

I'm a lesbian - but, I am attracted to gay men. This doesn't make any sense. I guess its cause they act more like girls.

I lost my virginity to my best friend - a gay man. It didn't make any sense. But, I loved him so much. He didn't love me and was moreover was really horny and trying to have sex with a woman so that he could be straight because he thought it would make his life easier.

Afterwards, he basically told me that he didn't love me and the sex was meaningless.

I spent the next 4 years trying to make him happy. I was never able to succeed. But we were still best friends.

Eventually he got a boyfriend that he fell in love with. He then told me that he didn't want to be friends with me and that our relationship had been downhill ever since we had had sex.

I still love him - even though that was 3 years ago and I've been with my girlfriend for 2 years. I still dream about him at least once a month.

He won't even talk to me and now lives far away.


Rating:2.88


Comments

  • 1
    Wow, that's fucked up!

    Posted 2 years ago | Report
  • 2
    love and/or physical attraction are emotions, so they will never make sense. Forget this loser and go on with your life.

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 3
    you are in love with his personality. without trying to be rude i think you like men that act camp. is that correct in any way? forget the loser but follow your heart too, if your not happy with the GF then find someone you are happy with. life does not wait around for you to make decisions

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 4
    Damn GF, I'ma lesbo too. Except I'm trapped in a man's body....... I just love that pussy. Too bad you haven't matured yet and realized the purpose of sexual pleasure and how you fit into the plan.............Cunt.

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 5
    go on springer or fake a pregnancy or maybe both

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 6
    i really dont think your a lesbian u fuckin fake shit

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 7
    You need to find a feminine straight (or bisexual) man. Trust me, they're out there.

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
  • 8
    I'll pretend to be gay if you give it up. yeah

    Posted 1 year ago | Report
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    im gonna go way out on a limb here and say that you were molested as a child. I hear that shit really fucks with your head

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