Being a fat girl

it sucks, it totally, totally sucks. i know there are big girls who are proud of their curves, and that i shouldnt spend my life feeling as shitty about my weight as i do, but... too late? i dont want to walk in anywhere first because i dont want people to think "ah, just another fat girl". its completely beyond my realm of thinking that a boy would ever, ever, ever think im even moderately attractive. and that, my friends, is a super shitty feeling. & you know what? no matter what anyone says, we are just jealous of you thin girls. i mean, yeah, ya know what, curves can be beautiful. just like thin girls are beautiful. and luckily for them, the rest of america agrees with them.

yeah, we give out because its an ego booster. if you pay attention to me, ill go home with you in a heartbeat. they are right, fat girls are the easiest.

im not obese, im chubby, and even this fucking sucks.

thats all.


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  • 16
    Sweetie, if you aren't happy with yourself, change yourself. Just don't become anorexic or bulimic. It'll be hard, and it'll be long, but if it's something you really want, then it'll be worth it. Eat right, get in shape, maybe join a sports team. Have fun. Heck, I'd even consider looking into counseling, since it sounds like you may have some self esteem issues to work with. Honey, this is from one chubby woman to another, the only way to truly be happy is to love yourself. Good luck.

    Posted 7 months ago | Report
  • 17
    Goodluck on your mission- you are gonna be fine, you're perfect the way you are -kind, a great friend, awesome and much much more -

    that is what matters more than what you look like.

    if you can honestly say to yourself you are a good person - who gives a flying fuck what you look like - good luck and be happy, I will try if you will :)

    Posted 7 months ago | Report
  • 18
    I am a thin girl with cellulite, instead of feeling shitty about it i am reading ventibate and eating pizza and drinking beer. My cellulite goes away when i work out so i am planning to do it again. I don't know any fat people who truly eat right and work out. When you work out you have to actually work up a good sweat, dont just walk on the treadmill or do the little baby stationary bike.

    Posted 6 months ago | Report
  • 19
    I was in the same boat as you were. Fat and unhappy. Oh I had dated (I often got the you have a beautiful face comment) had nice thin attractive friends a great family but I hated myself. So I decided to do something about it, and 70 pounds later I feel great about myself. It is hard especially if you do it the right way like I did (diet and exercise, pills just fuck your system up and when you go off of them you gain it all back). Just believe in yourself. I know that there are big gals out there who are comfortable with themselves, but if you're not comfortable with your size you don't have to be big. Size is a choice.

    Posted 6 months ago | Report
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    www.operatiwvo.info

    Posted 3 months ago | Report
  • 21
    www.aurelienpetillot.com

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